freedom vs luxury
or
the luxury of being free

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you pray and pray and pray,
in the end
you’re not sure if you’re praying
hoping
fantasizing
or
reminiscing

“you can’t make doodle happen.
you can’t create it,
it should kinda, just, happen, naturally.
or else it means nothing—nonexistent.”

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what i like about scanning is,
old drawing on the backside of the paper layers with the new image and forms some interesting graphic
it has always been on the other side
you just didn’t know until that moment.
the question is,
which one do you prefer.
it’s a difficult one to answer.

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“things may not always go well
coz im holding the pen wrong
coz maybe, maybe we are doing it right
or maybe not.
no one can tell.”